After a combination of harassment from one angry user (who shall remain anonymous ) and the MAIN reason being a lack of motivation on my part, I decided to take a VERY long break from collaging. I'll log on once next week to post a final 2 or 3 because I dont have the time now. but I thought I should at least make a quick explanation why for my watchers who have no idea whats going on.  For more details read the comments here.  
I never really cared about commissions, I cant use DA points as money and some of the da points I did aquire I gave to other aspiring artists.  I just wanted to find a way to include more people in and reduce the lurkers. not that I hate the lurkers, I used to be one myself before I found some inspiration, but I like it better when more people get involved with creating material. Thats why I loved doing art trades because it's at least 2 people doing the creating.  the journal "maybe the last one was too long?" and the one before it was a last ditch effort because I wasnt getting anywhere being nice, so I thought I would try to be mean to see if anybody would respond (and I was just fed up in general .)  And then I found out that the people who were always nice to me( except one angry user) were the only ones that really responded and tried to help out. I'v learned a lot since then and changed a little so I'm not the same person I was when i wrote that. taking a break really helped and so did the support of my fellow DA users and other GTS fans.. So I'm going to make them each a free commission even though they offered to pay and send it to them privately in an email. I never expected them to do so much so it's the least I can do. If they want to post it on their page thats okay with me.

but...when one door closes another one opens. ( i know it's not very original but I had to say something.) ((You'll see It's already posted!))